6
I STARED THROUGH
ERNIE'S FRONT windows until I was sure nothing was moving inside.
"How do you want to do
this?" I asked, but Michelle was already opening the double doors.
"Hello?" she called into
the food mart.
No response came, spoken or
snarled, so she went inside and let the glass doors swing shut behind her.
"Stay out here," I said
to Levi. "If something's coming, we need to know about it. And keep an eye
out for Chuck."
Levi stared blankly at me, then
looked away.
"Or just stand there not
saying anything," I said, and went inside.
I was so used to the smell of
rotting corpses, both walking and non-walking, that at first I didn't register
the stench coming from Ernie's office.
Michelle was crouching in an aisle,
stuffing cans of tuna, bags of chips, and beef jerky into her backpack. I took
my own pack off and set it down. I wanted to fill it, but first I wanted to
make sure we were alone.
I took a flashlight from one aisle
and batteries from another. When I had it working, I went first to the men's
room and found it empty.
In the women's room, I raised my
bat before I realized the figure coming toward me also had a flashlight and raised
bat. For the first time in a week I really looked at myself. I had streaks of
dirt on my face and my blond hair looked brown.
Below the left corner of my mouth
was a giant zit, gorged white. In 6th grade I had a bad case of pizza face and
my mom bought me heavy duty soap. But I hadn't bathed in days, and Ernie's
didn't sell Neutrogena.
I checked the sink's faucet, but
nothing came. There was clean water in the toilet, though, so I popped the zit
and freshened up.
Aside from my reflection, the
women's room was vacant.
Next, I checked the office. That's
where I found Mrs. Ernie.
I never did know Ernie's last name,
but I'd been in there enough times to know his wife was a short Vietnamese
woman named Sue. She was slumped against Ernie's desk, a perfectly round,
blackened hole half an inch above her right eye.
There was plenty of daylight in
Ernie's office, making it easy for me to play detective. Against the wall was a
ladder that led up to the roof. The hatch at the top was open.
I could tell by the dried blood and
skin beneath Mrs. Ernie's fingernails, that she'd been dead before getting
shot.
I went back into the mart to gather
supplies.
Levi stood inspecting the row of
dark refrigerators on the back wall.
"Anybody want a soda?" he
said, grinning, but neither Michelle nor I laughed.
Levi produced two bottles of water
and tossed one to Michelle and one to me. For himself he took a beer, which he
chugged. "Warm as piss," he gasped when he finished, but that didn't stop
him from grabbing another.
"Thanks for standing
guard," I said, moving closer to the glass doors so I could see the street
out front.
Michelle tossed a deodorant stick
to each of us and took one for herself. "If you expect me to stay around
you guys, you'll hang onto those," she said.
Levi moved behind the counter to
get a pack of smokes. He had them open and was lighting a cigarette before
Michelle saw what he was doing.
"Put that out," she
cried, hurrying over as though Levi had started an actual fire. "Put that
out right now!"
"Why would—Hey!" Levi
yelled as Michelle smacked the cigarette out of his hand to the floor and
stomped it.
"What's the matter with you? I
just wanted—"
"Smoke will attract
them," Michelle said. "And besides that, it will kill you."
Levi stared at Michelle dumbstruck.
A grin broke across his face and he burst out laughing so hard he choked.
"Shut up!" I said. By the
way I said it, the other two knew I wasn't asking.
But I wasn't looking at them. My
eyes were trained on the street in front of Ernie's.
"Get down right now." I
dropped to my knees and lay on my stomach.
7
IT'S THE MOANING
THAT GETS to me.
I can handle the smell. It's bad,
but like any smell, if you breathe it long enough, you get used to it, even the
stench of rotting flesh. But that constant moaning sets my teeth on edge.
Their moans don't change. They'll
snarl at prey, but otherwise there's no emotion. They could be happy, sad, in
pain, or in utter ecstasy, and you'd never know. Their moans are continuous and
hungry and without human inflection.
Lying flat on my stomach in
Ernie's, I could hear them, but I couldn't see them without risking their
seeing me.
Michelle was also on her stomach
and she whispered, "How many?"
I held up three fingers, but it
sounded like more.
Three zombies were all I'd seen before
I hit the deck. They'd been on the other side of the street.
I didn't know if they'd seen me.
I'd tried not to give them the chance, but their moans were growing louder,
closer.
Levi poked his head out from behind
the counter and lifted his axe. He started to stand.
I shook my head.
If they came in, we'd have no
choice but to take them out or be eaten. The zombie in the field had been the
exception. Most don't travel alone.
For the three zombies I'd seen,
there might be another three or six or nine I hadn't seen. The last thing I
wanted was to attract the attention of a horde.
"They'll pass," I
whispered. "We wait."
But they didn't sound like they
were passing. I could hear their steps on the cement outside as they shambled
past the gas pumps.
I wanted to lift my head to the
glass, peek out just enough to see what they were up to, but I kept my cheek
pressed to the cold tile floor.
They moaned in unison, the sound of
each harmonizing with the moans of the others so I couldn't tell if the moans
were coming from three zombies, or five, or ten. All I knew for sure is they
were on the other side of the door.
WHAM!!!
At first I thought it was the sound
of a gun, but then it happened again, just above me.
"Sh—" Michelle slapped a
hand to Levi's mouth before he could say more.
A corpse's palm smacked against the
window glass, fell away, and smacked again.
A second hand smacked the glass,
closer to the entrance. Then a third hand started on the other side of the
door, so all three hands were smacking in unison.
Michelle bit the fingers on her
left hand, but in her right hand our one gun was trained on the glass.
I tightened my grip on my bat.
WHAM!!!
WHAM!!! WHAM!!! WHAM!!!
The glass wavered, rippling with
each smack, but didn't break.
Yet.
WHAM!!!
WHAM!!! WHAM!!! WHAM!!!
The pounding was heavier, more
insistent.
The moaning, of course, didn't
change.
WHAM!!!
WHAM!!! WHAM!!! WHAM!!!
A woman's voice: "Run, Tommy!
Run!"
Every dead hand withdrew and the
glass settled.
"Tommy, watch out! Tommy, to
your right!"
My breath caught and I couldn't
seem to exhale.
"Tommy? Tommy? Tommy! TOMMY!
TOMMY! TOM—"
After that was just screaming. It
grew higher in pitch, then cut off suddenly.
Minutes passed.
There were no human noises from
outside, only moans. They didn't sound any farther away, but no corpses were
visible through the front windows. At least I couldn't see any from the floor.
More minutes passed.
I pushed upward.
"Ricky!" Michelle spat
through clenched teeth. "Get down."
I ignored her and rose to my hands
and knees so I could crawl closer. I lifted my head slowly, just enough to peek
over the window ledge.
The zombies weren't gone and there
weren't three of them.
There were seven.
8
I worm-crawled to Michelle and
Levi. "They've forgotten us," I said.
I didn't know if that was true or
if I just wanted it to be.
"What do we do?" Michelle
asked.
The answer turned out to be
nothing.
For the next three hours, we stayed
where we were and quietly ate from the boxes of cereal we found on Ernie's
shelves. Frosted Flakes never tasted so good.
Every so often, I'd slither over to
the window and peek. Each time I saw at least five zombies milling around like
kids waiting for their parents to pick them up when the mall closes.
After a while, the sunlight
streaming through the front windows diminished and it became clear we were
staying right where we were for the evening.
"You mind taking first
watch?" Levi asked.
I didn't. He curled up on his side.
Michelle tapped me on the shoulder
and pointed to a carousel display at the end of one of the four aisles. We
crawled to it together.
I didn't know why we were crawling
toward the carousel and I didn't care. After three hours on Ernie's floor, I
was up for doing anything other than lying still and listening to moans.
There were books and magazines
stacked seven racks high. We didn't dare reach for anything higher than the
second rack or turn the carousel.
Michelle pulled down three books
and spread them on the floor. One was a mystery called Angela Hibbard and Her Kitties in: The Teacup Murders, another was
a romance titled Destiny Takes a Lover,
and the third was a black journal—the same one you're reading.
Michelle made a face, but picked up
Destiny Takes A Lover. I, of course,
took the journal. I found a package of pens hanging high on the side of an
aisle facing away from the windows, so I figured it was safe for me to reach
for them.
No one said much that night.
Michelle read and pretended to
sleep.
Levi actually fell asleep at one
point, but then he woke up. He discovered a rack of adult magazines behind the
register—the kind wrapped in plastic with a black square hiding the cover. He
took it to the register side of the counter and whatever he did back there was
his business.
I wrote in this journal. Every so
often, I peeked through the window hoping to see Chuck, but saw only adult
zombies.
They stumbled and stared and
moaned, waiting like frogs for flies to flit across their path, waiting for
some sound to tip them off there was prey hiding only a few feet away inside Ernie's.
9
I LIKE BOOKS. MAYBE
NOT as much as I used to like video games, but I knew some guys who never read
even one book.
It's still strange to write I knew some guys, but the guys I'm
thinking of are either dead or stumbling around somewhere in search of living
flesh.
Some authors have that ability to
suck you into their world completely. I've been reading on a bus or in study
hall and the real world has fallen away and for the time I was reading I was
somewhere else.
Writing creates that out-of-body
experience on steroids.
Maybe that's why I didn't notice
Levi taking the pack of cigarettes off the counter.
Maybe that's why I didn't notice
Levi sneaking outside until the glass doors of Ernie's were shutting behind him
and it was already too late.
"Levi!" I whispered, but
he couldn't hear me from outside.
The first thing I saw when I
crawled over was there were no zombies. I don't know if maybe some Tommy was
left in the street and they went to eat leftovers, or what.
But the coast was clear.
Levi stayed only a few steps from
the front doors, probably so he could come running back if there was trouble.
I cracked the front door and
whispered, "What are you doing?"
"What's it look like?"
Levi said, exhaling cigarette smoke and not bothering to whisper.
I felt silly being on my knees, so
I stood. The street in front of Ernie's was empty. I poked my head outside and
looked all the way down to the jail and then across the overpass.
The coast was clear.
"Where are they?"
"There's some in that
church." Levi pointed to a one-story brick building catty-corner from the
jail.
A big white cross protruded from
its front beside two glass doors. Through them I saw a woman in a yellow dress.
I couldn't tell if she was alive, but if Levi said there were zombies in there,
I couldn't see how she could be.
In front of the building, someone
had abandoned a silver Ford. Its door hung open.
You can't throw a stone in Indiana
without hitting a church. We'd only just left Levi's church yesterday.
"We still going to
Kirkman's?"
I nodded. There were at least four
churches I knew of between Ernie's and the Kirkman Soda plant. We were
traveling in God's country.
"Well then, now looks like a
good time to get going," Levi said. "Get your stuff and wake up
sleeping beauty in there and tell her I'm taking these ciga—"
Levi screamed and jumped in the
air.
When I looked down, I saw why.
10
THE LITTLE GIRL
ONLY HAD one hand, but it was clawing the back of Levi's boot. She'd been five
or six. Her blond hair was greasy and streaked with dirt and dust, but there
were still two pink barrettes on either side of her head.
Levi jerked his leg back and kicked
her hard enough to shatter her front teeth.
The girl made no noise, just
reached toward Levi with her pale dead hand.
"Why ain't she moaning?"
I shook my head.
"Never seen one didn't make
noise," Levi said.
The girl was dressed in a ripped T-shirt
with a bear on it. The left side beneath her missing arm was caked in dried
blood.
Her pants had slid off as she
slithered because her thighs ended in stumps. The jagged end of a broken femur
poked from the skin of her right thigh and her left leg had been bitten off
below the buttock.
Levi stepped back.
Using her one arm, she dragged
herself toward him, making no noise other than the sliding of decayed meat
across cement.
I knew what had happened. I'd seen
it before.
This little girl got herself
surrounded by a pack, probably after they'd eaten whatever adult was looking
out for her. They'd been feeding on her when something distracted them.
They'd left her to crawl the earth
mostly eaten.
Levi called her a bunch of foul
names. I'd tell you what he said, but I've decided not to swear in this
journal.
In real life, there's been a lot of
swearing. Of course there has. It's the apocalypse. Everyone's been swearing,
including me a few times.
But my Grandma Lacey always told me
swear-words are the first choice of the weak writer and the intellectually
slow. I've read enough graffiti on gas station toilets to know she was probably
right.
When Levi ran out of names to call
the dead girl, he stomped her head.
His aim was off. Instead of crushing
her skull, he broke her jaw.
Her lips slid crooked. Still she
made no noise, and when she flopped over I saw why: her throat had been torn
out and probably her voice box as well.
Levi raised his leg and her one
hand seized his ankle.
Her fingers stayed clasped as Levi
stomped her twice more, but released on the third stomp when her face caved in
like a rotten jack-o'-lantern.
Her arm dropped and lay still.
Levi spat on her and put his
cigarette out in the mashed all-white goo of her eye socket.
When his eyes met mine, he looked
embarrassed as though I'd caught him behind the counter with a dirty magazine.
"I hate those things."
I nodded. "I'm going to get my
backpack."
Levi lit a fresh cigarette.
I went back into Ernie's and found
Michelle was already awake and eating an apple.
"Pack some of those for the
road," I said. "The coast is clear and we're leaving."
Michelle's backpack was already
full, but mine wasn't. I stuffed cans of tuna into it and bottled water and
sticks of jerky and plastic bags of crackers that I took out of their boxes.
That was a trick Michelle showed
me. Boxes take up a lot of room—you can fit more crackers if you trash them.
I'd just put the backpack's straps
on my shoulders when Levi started screaming.
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